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Saturday, 04 October 2008
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Portable Sounds
By Tobymac
Made To Love
see relatedWatching. It's a way of life.
What can one do but watch? The world is falling deeper and deeper into decay, taking many of the ideas we once held dear with it. Where are the morals, the ideals? What happened to manners and discipline and motivation? Why is all I see laziness and arrogance?
When I walk down the halls of my small-town, two-bit school, I see girls kissing girls, guys holding hands. Arguments. Cussing. It's like walking through Hell, constantly surrounded by evil and malisious intent (directly or indirectly). Homosexuality is not something to be proud of or flaunt. Even flat-out atheists understand that sex was meant for procreation, not simply pleasure. Same-sex partnerships don't follow even the simplest rule of nature. Why not fight it out in private? Must I be subjected to harsh words, even if it's not your intention? And profanity: the endless river of sewage that spills from the mouth of an average high-school teen.
Respect is a thing of the past; self-respect is non-existant.
As I watch, I see friends and classmates surrendering to selfishness. Instead of a class, we are 595 different people, each with our own pain that we believe is more important that anyone else's. We are like specks in the ocean: caught up with our own movements and changes, we fail to notice the direction others take.
If you're sick of watching, cry out. Make a movement toward your fellow speck. Watching is nothing but apathy. Move. Push. Care. Love. Fight for the unity we need, not the diversity we crave.
Watch it all go by and you're nothing more than a speck. Determine your direction.
Thursday, 10 April 2008
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A Standing Ovation?
Do you ever feel like you can't breathe? Like the whole world has just given you something so great that it can't possibly be true? That when things do go wrong, you can't believe it?
You ever want to cry when you see someone that's so happy?
You don't know me. You probably wouldn't talk to me even if I suddenly burst into flames in English class. But, did you know I'm very musical? I want to make people happy? I'm in love with my best friend? I'm swamped with homework? I want to change the world?
It's not that I'm conceited. It's not that I'm some sick hopeless romantic and I want Mr. Perfect to read this and fall in love with me. It's not even that I'm wanting so badly to make a name for myself I write about my life for you. Like I said, I want to change the world, even if it's only one message at a time.
So to all those out there who aren't breathing, for the ones who have something great or have lost it, for those who cry with sadness when you witness someone else's happiness, there's nothing holding you back. Let it go. Nothing's forever. Either that or hold on to the pain like it's some kind of insane life-preserver and float forever by yourself at sea.
Are you here? Are you awake? Or are you still in the ocean?
Wednesday, 09 April 2008
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"This is the disciple which testifieth of these things, and wrote these things; and we know that his testimony is true."
St. John 21:24


