Do you ever feel like you can't breathe? Like the whole world has just given you something so great that it can't possibly be true? That when things do go wrong, you can't believe it?
You ever want to cry when you see someone that's so happy?
You don't know me. You probably wouldn't talk to me even if I suddenly burst into flames in English class. But, did you know I'm very musical? I want to make people happy? I'm in love with my best friend? I'm swamped with homework? I want to change the world?
It's not that I'm conceited. It's not that I'm some sick hopeless romantic and I want Mr. Perfect to read this and fall in love with me. It's not even that I'm wanting so badly to make a name for myself I write about my life for you. Like I said, I want to change the world, even if it's only one message at a time.
So to all those out there who aren't breathing, for the ones who have something great or have lost it, for those who cry with sadness when you witness someone else's happiness, there's nothing holding you back. Let it go. Nothing's forever. Either that or hold on to the pain like it's some kind of insane life-preserver and float forever by yourself at sea.
Are you here? Are you awake? Or are you still in the ocean?
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